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♥ Sunday, August 31, 2008

hi..sorry ar nv update ''so long'' JKJK...is i say ''long'' LOL ... WA today no Sunday school...so sad T_T but change to a talk about befriender ... so funny sia!..got 1 girl call : liang yue..then 1 guy befriended her and say : yo your moon very bright..what a bright moon..then me and jasmin lao shi laugh till siao and ... so sad sia..i am the only one who give presents T_T somemore hor..i really scared i give wrong present to them later the female get the male's card...
The potter's hand's lyrics..
Beautiful Lord, wonderful Saviour I know for sure all of my days are held in Your hand
Crafted into Your perfect plan
You gently call me Into Your presence
Guiding me by Your Holy Spirit
Teach me dear Lord To live all of my life
Through Your eyes
I'm captured by Your Holy calling
Set me apart, I know You're drawing me to Yourself
Lead me Lord, I pray

Chorus:
Take me, mould me
Use me, fill me
I give my life to the Potter's hand
Call me, guide me
Lead me, walk beside me
I give my life to the Potter's hand

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♥ Monday, August 25, 2008

wa today i cross the road with tracy... so unlucky sia.. i cross road...then the motocycle almost bang till me 1cm nia...(roughly)so stupid i see no cars le..then i cross...then i cross halfway got one motocycle almost bang to me..i'm fated to die..

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♥ Sunday, August 24, 2008

haiz... tommorow is maths prelim le... T_T time is getting tighter...PSLE is almost coming...time is getting tighter...must study hard.. =) today i learn about our attitude must be the same as God..sry ar... now post must short if i free i type long long ones =)

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♥ Saturday, August 23, 2008

darkness is slowly covering me...parents are also ignoring me all they care is about my 2 bro and nt me...我中觉得我在他们的心目中，我是死的！而弟弟和哥哥是他的宝贝。我好伤心。i am so ''jealous''i just long that they would care and loved me... but they dun even care about me! when i was doing homework, they just scold me...and almost everyday they scolded me... when it come to toys, my younger brother played.. after that my mum asked me to keep for him and not my older brother!she keep saying that his exam is important then mine!it was like PSLE is not important to them... i find it very strange... if it's not important why they keep asking me to get A's so that i can get to my dream school... what did i do wrong?!(when i am younger )when i look at those people without parent's i felt i'm so lucky but now... i felt like i'm so envious of them...i'm now so confused...

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♥ Friday, August 22, 2008

maybe cannot play computer le....must wait till PSLE over =( today....tracy siao liao =p she hor on bus... haiz...go ask her =p lazy talk hahas... mon maths prelim =( wa today people writing compo , i in toilet LOLS too jing zhang liaos ... =x but the eng paper ''quite'' easy i think my compo fail =( i write wrong starting... T_T wa.... everybody ignoring me T_T walau RW DEVILS LOSE sia !!! >=( put in so much effort,in the end still lose... is this a punishment frm god?? is it because of me?? or is it a joke?? haiz... *confused*

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♥ Thursday, August 21, 2008

haiz... tmr prelim (eng) le T_T i wan cry ... haiz... so lonely.. omg during prelim hor... i sit at the back sia..w00ts! maybe cannot post anymore until PSLE gone! LOLS! have fun viewing my bloggie...urgh i very hugry ler =x i go eat cya ! *muaks* cookie =)

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♥ Tuesday, August 19, 2008

sorry.... today piano exam so yesturday practise piano for 3-4h after that i very tired and i go sleep... forget about blogging LOLS! psps...wa practise till my neck so stiff... and my muscles very pain and feel like sleeping... omg 1st time lo!!! 3-4h this time.. last time all 1-2h nia!

wa today so embarrasing sia.. my piano examiner is ''europian/caucasians''(angmo)i think....wa so embarrasing...u know when u open the door... u must go over something? cause my grandma house one is flat... so i am familiar with it... when i go there i need to go over the thingy... i didn't know.. i went in and tripped on that thing! almost fell ... T_T then the examiner say : i had the same experience too when i come in ...

wa!!!!!! wanna cry liaos... then hor he guy... lols .. i almost forget hw to play the piano... i wan woman!!!! =(

wa alot things to say but dunno how to phrase...hehe.. wa tommorow shifting classroom from 1st floor to 4th floor!! yippee!! wa today can skip maths mock exam =)

haiz... sheng jie's grandmother passed away! now he's lonely... but nvm i'm relieve as he still have jasmin lao shi..i hoped she would take care of her... may god bless shengjie ! =)

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♥ Sunday, August 17, 2008

wa today i cry T_T ... nobody fetch me to church..then i cry and eat my breakfast...after eating finish... 2 teachers fetch me there... then i was like : OMG!..yay! lols ... so happy .. then after that we reached churchie =) i dun know why i luv going to church LOLS!just luv it XD

then after that my teacher gave us sweet say : u all answer question correctly , u will get a sweet... wa i end up eating 5, some give jasmin lao shi wa can die de... lol later tooth decay..

maybe on every sun post some questions LOLS

Questions: why i go to sunday school ?my ans was : to learn god's words... actually i dun think there is any right or wrong answers for this =)

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♥ Saturday, August 16, 2008

yoyo ! nth to say byebye... jkjk ok let me start with the subjects...hm..start wad ler?let me start..

yesturday real mad and active ler... wa so ... my "name" called xia0cookie... someone say to me : xia0, can i have your cookie?lols then i said : nah , give u LOLS then after that she walk away ... and in chatbox.. she say : i wan find xia0cookie again to get more cookie i have to find her...she so generous give me cookie... when i recieve it... omg i was ... i wanna run away..by the time i run away... she found me! omg..wa now very active liao... when i active , my friend are sad... when i'm sad they are happy... and (sometimes comforting me) haiz...strange hor? LOLS...

luv friends =) they are cute ,fun , nice , helpful etc... but hate them when they annoyed me with ... things..=)

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♥ Friday, August 15, 2008

yay! oral finally finish le..quite ok... omg felicia told me i in examination room fer so long omg! scared fail...

haiz.. luckly sia! today 2 teacher girl sia!bad luck is : i am the first one to take eng oral exam! my gosh ! and after that i wait until siao lo... 10am! so bored sia...wynne so dirty minded sia.. she keep annoy me , rachel lim , hannan. >=( always talk aboout dirty things... then we play pass the message game together wynne pass dirty things sia... so bian tai

wa today u know wad , i am so surprise! is scared eva bully me, in the end she act cute ... wa on bus keep leaning on me .. then alot ppl stare at us.. like lesbian LOLS...at least better , she never bully me =)

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♥ Thursday, August 14, 2008

wa so scary sia... and so unlucky.. got 1 male and female examiner. the male examininer so fierce sia.. when they asked me to go in.. before i greeted them, the male examiner asked me to seat down..i didn't.Instead i greeted them.. then after greeting the male examiner raised his voice and say : sit down! omg so scary sia! then so funny ms ang asked us to have eye-contact with them hor.. when i see them, i saw them looking at their paper/book. when they see me i looked down..LOLS!

after oral exam, i went down to gate 2 and find tracy.. lol ..need listen to her (complain) lol.. then after that we went to eat.. so funny got 1 guy asked us why we go school?u all p6 ar?oral ok ma understand ma?

then i replied yeah...( thoughts : looked like tracy , cause always talk to ppl hu dunno) LOLS.. i feel like telling him that we wear uniform for fun =p .. yay! finally persuade tracy to eat =x

urge! tommorow eng oral i shift 1 =( with eva sia ! kena bullied again =x

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♥ Wednesday, August 13, 2008

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omg tmr chi PSLE oral sia! somemore gt 2 teachers frm other school come our school...somemore still need eyecontact sia... i scared is a guy =( i wan woman!!!!! lols maybe too used to girl's school then become les =x LOLS... haiz.. scary i wonder who the teacher's are... i hope they are friendly... wa today sure have nightmare de... ( worst nightmare ever in my life ) maybe when i grow up i would have worst than p6's night mare... wa scary!!!! omg can't calm down...

so scary and hor still got eng PSLE oral then 6 more days to piano exams... this nightmare hor.. worser than people in university , junior colledge ect. wa.. this the worst bad worser x10000000000000000000000000 night mare. omg! wa excited but scary and frightening =(

can die de =( help! wanna die soon...and oral ms ang say we must remember how to die XD lazy to list out =x

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♥ Tuesday, August 12, 2008

wa left 1 more day to PSLE oral! omg so scary somemore 2 examiners sia! haiz..piano exam left 7 days!
nth to say x.x rushing liaos!

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♥ Monday, August 11, 2008

haiz..time is getting tighter and lonely ... people are ignoring me... and maybe i luv it? as they wun annoy me? haiz.. maybe i should die... like the quetions i been thinking about?haiz..i keep remembering things which i OUGHT NOT to remember...or in the 1st place i SHOULD NOT think about.. i'm making my jie and those ppl who cares about me to be upset and worrying,maybe i should die to stop them from worrying/feeling pain about me? ... haiz... life in 1-10 years are quite nice and fun but i just can't remember them.. and if i remember i wun remember it so clearly..but upset things will be always remembering/flashing vividly in my mind. i feel that i am not fated to born in this world... i'm only making ppl felling sad,worrying and not happy... am i SUPPOSE to think about dying? or to make them stop getting upsetting / worrying?if its so, i will stop ... ! i should thank jie as she has woken me up... ! thank god for making me known such a good jie ... =) I AM OLD ENOUGH TO THINK!

~left 8 more days to piano exams and 3 more days to PSLE oral =(~

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♥ Sunday, August 10, 2008

today in church i learn such a meaningful lesson about phillipians and 3 question : Which path did paul ultimately choose :

1) live

2)die i think i will choose to die =x

and will you be ashame of the gospel?

and ( do/create my own) if someone say: are you a christian? if u are, i am going to kill u. if u are not i am going to let u off... so wad will i choose?to betray or to be faithful?

~~~~~i'm forgiven ,because you are forsaken....~~~~~~~~~~luv this song!

haiz.. now adays are bored.. nth much to talk about...so hehe...

left 9 more days to piano exams..and 4 more days to PSLE oral exams..

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♥ Friday, August 8, 2008

today we celebrate national day, omg so embarrased sia..i did 1 step wrongly..shld be white cover red , i did red over white =( somemore alot of people there..
today i go KFC go eat and celebrate national day.then i saw a man mix all the drinks together.example : pepsi , root beer etc.. i luv 6c's perfomance so much.. MRS raihana is quite creative BUT fierce >=( =) actually ms ang also... i luv the gloves =) it's so cute.. but when i did finish my hands, winnie collected it from me.. then after that ms ang gave me a new ones (not mine), it is nice but the outlines are so... and there are lines inside the hands =( but nvm as long as people behind can't see =) today's national day is meaning full and i could feel better in communicating with friends... BUT angeline >=( so annoying... =( always call my name in class and then when i look at her , she look in the other direction...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! left 11 days to piano exams and 5 more days to PSLE's oral! omg..time is running out..!

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♥ Thursday, August 7, 2008

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~YO guys!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

wa tomorrow perfoming on stage sia !! today just practise nia... wa i luv 6c's perfomance so much! lols...haiz.. but nvm...it's just performing for parent's and celebrating for singapore... haiz...life is getting boring all i could do is to
-study

-sleep

-do housechores

-blogging

- listening to scoldings..etc..

mum getting biased.. dad getting anoying... some friends are ignoring me.. 2 bro getting loved..EXCEPT me.. darkness are covering me...i hoped i have a magical wand.. change to bad things to good things... and i'm getting sadder , smile have been disappearing...and too unlucky... mum asked me to do housecholds... and my siblings can relax... i think i have no more time to online... it's so tiring but tommorow i'll have time... i finish my maths homework M6A.. and maths CA1 test...i'm getting tired and stress...

nvm.. all people or families would have they are up and downs.. waiting and looking forward for good things to happen...

~ 12 more days to ...~~
sorry internet spoilt... can't go see you all de blog..=( nvm next time =D looking forward ! SRY i also cannot post pics..lol

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♥ Wednesday, August 6, 2008

haiz...so envy tracy... so much to say in her blog..what about me?? hm.. can only say the incident after our supplementary and few things...

What am i supposed to do... my ''hands '' are spoiled.. and on friday we are going to perform for the national day! =( now thinking of a way to settle it... tracy also thinking of how to settle my ''hands''...

Incident : after supplementary, me and tracy went to the canteen and we bought some drinks.. after that i met amanda...while we were chatting , she suddenly shouted : my mummy's here! then i began to feel lonely.. BUT after that not anymore... i was chatting to tracy until suddenly she shouted : BEE! i thought she was saying PEE and i looked at the floor... so hilarious!

Today i dun know why , when i stepped in the classroom, i heard nicole and some other classmates were screaming! so scary.. eventually they did settle down and ms ang come in... OMG ! i luv her spectacle! so nice..she looked cute in it =)

left 13 more days ...~~~ =(

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♥ Tuesday, August 5, 2008

w00ts! wa really enjoying myself.. i slept in the sci ''mock'' exam for abt 30-50 min... omg! then when i wake up..i only have 1h 10min... but eventually i finished =)

After the ''mock'' exams.. me and tracy went to ''fei fei noodles shop'' to eat noodles =) we were chatting happily... we chat and laugh all the time! laugh until my stomach pain.. lols.. then we went on bus.. at around some stops, i saw MDM NORAINI!i point at MRS NORANI.. she was chatting with MRS TANG! then tracy turn around and say : lucky not MRS RAIHANA... LOLS.. wa today i really have a good laugh!haiz...anyway today MS ANG SABO ME!! she say those shy ones must go infront.. lols.. but i got one question to ask her... : i so tall stand infront hor, block felicia they all... lols!so i shld be in the 3rd roll XD !!

haiz... left 14 more days to piano exam!!=(

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♥ Monday, August 4, 2008

omg today i get my results back... wa kena scolded by mama...she say very bad...=( then now nagging at me =(

Then hor when my brother watch TV , my mum saw me in the room she say scolded me for watching >=(i really dun know whether she still regard me as her daughter or is this a show of love??

wa 19th of august is my piano exam!! OMG so scary..!!left 15 more days!! oh gosh!SURE EXAM THE TEACHER FIERCE DE... even FIERCER than Mrs Raihana!!GOSH!

haiz.. i failed ENG! my gosh! wa today assembly about road safety.. almost slept .. i cannot even see clearly sia! >=(BUT i saw videos that Mr Teo shared with us..=)

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♥ Sunday, August 3, 2008

Wad a hot day!almost get sun burnt.. haiz.. today in church we play hangman as well as doing bible reading.. today so sian..nothing interesting to say ... ONLY CAN SAY THAT time is getting bored and dark...darkness seems to be coming..and gonna overcast me.. i am so scared that one day no one seems to care about me =(

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♥ Saturday, August 2, 2008

Today is my small brother's birthday... sry ar never post in the afternoon...=) wa today i have a happy day today we were eating the cake.. i am so funny... i use my finger and dig in the cake... u know what i did?? i went over to my small brother and doll his face up =) he looks so funny! i can't stop laughing!
Today my mei come back from CHINA, she gave me a cute toy... when u shake it it would produce light... To me , i think is very cute , nice ... i dun know why... is like i can't live without it =xi look so ugly in that picture yucks!! LOLS

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♥ Friday, August 1, 2008

Yo! lols... yay, today 1st time 2 hw nia!! haiz.. how are your's life now?? i am now living in a boring , sad , lonely , and living in a darkness and unfamiliar place... I really dun know what to do... to stay away... or to face it..?? i really wonder if i can stay away from it..what will happen??and what will not happen??haiz.. CAN ANYONE TELL ME or ADVICE ME??i think this is my fate...i really wish to avoid it.. maybe by having friends..but people sometimes betray me , scolding me.. and the worst still, BULLYING OTHERS! thats what i hate people especially guys..they hurt many of my best friends by being their bf but eventually they dun wan them anymore and go to find others.. i really hope that they would stop so that lesser people would not be harm...but some guys are actully trustful , kind ... just like my sunday school teacher ..etc..=)

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